Pushing Through the Breaking Point

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Nasty throat infection this week. Been out of commission, have not felt like moving or writing.

Although, editing I have been. Like mad. I’m learning not to be hard on myself. What good does it really do to beat me up for a deadline that I set for myself? Doesn’t do any good whatsoever. I set deadlines for a reason and I have every intention of sticking to them, but sometimes there is a greater reason to miss the deadline. Sometimes the quality of the piece relies on it, and that’s what I’m finding with this novel.

Never have I had to be more patient with myself, more loving and more understanding than I have with this novel. And ultimately, I can only stay proud for all that I’ve accomplished on my own. The masterclass for writing that I went to last weekend confirmed that for me. It confirmed that I taught myself a heck of a lot about writing, editing and getting published.

I’ve been on this journey for about a year now. Last week I nearly quit, but then I realized, that’s what they want. This is the moment when most people bail out. This is the test that anyone who works hard on something must pass, and I was not going to let a cold or frustration get the better of me. I want this novel to be the best I can make it.

Where Most of the Novel was Drafted

I’m glad I did. I am so proud of how far my novel has come, and I can honestly say that its so close to being ready. Funny that. Six months ago, I think I said the same thing.

Between the editing and getting better, I also find myself browsing the internet for health insurance, craig’s list for a car, at&t for the iPhone and other minor details moving entails. I have “practiced packed” – that is something I never thought MAL would write. Me? Practice pack? But we are only allowed two suitcases per person and it looks like I must whittle it down from four. <sigh>.

How refreshing to start again with the bare essentials though…having finished a novel and lived in England for a year and a half with my love.

What things are you proud of in life?

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  • Mommy-To-Be

    You've accomplished so much!

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  • Wendi

    Good for you for sticking it out. I'm sure it'll be amazing once you come through the other side.

    • http://www.ladywholunches.net/blog Lady Who Lunches

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      Definitely not easy, but we writers must persevere, right?!

  • http://twitter.com/eoshea Eileen O'Shea

    just don't forget to pack jock! :-)

    • http://www.ladywholunches.net/blog Lady Who Lunches

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      Oh shit! nearly forgot that one! ;)

  • http://twitter.com/travelmaus Hanna

    I read this and I am in awe of you. You've accomplished so much already and that's tons to be proud of. I can't wait to see your book published. I'll be one of the first buyers in the line-up :)
    I agree with Lisa too. Don't throw too much out. I did and regretted it later. Some things contain memories that are revived, later in life, when they're pulled out of storage.

    • http://www.ladywholunches.net/blog Lady Who Lunches

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      One thing I always wished my mom had kept was her 70's clothes. I see photos of her and the outfits she wore and think “I could have worn those!” Luckily, I stored most of the important stuff of mine back in Long Beach, so the only important stuff I have here are my journals and jewelry. Definitely taking those!

      And, you know you'll get a copy in the mail! xo

  • http://twitter.com/moneypenny_usa lisa neiman

    Hopefully you get to store some things in UK while you are gone. Don't get rid of too much. I still kick myself for some of the things I have left behind.

    • http://www.ladywholunches.net/blog Lady Who Lunches

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      Might store some things and ask boyfriend's brother to bring it when he comes to visit! Thanks Lisa for the advice!

  • Juderby

    You continue to be an inspiration to me as I watch you grow and stretch! :-) And, of course, I am so proud to be the mother of you. Post children rearing years, I am most proud of my ability to change my career path, surround myself with amazing strong women, and to continue my journey of delighting in life every day and being brave enough to uncover what is under the rocks and boulders that I encounter from time to time.

    • http://www.ladywholunches.net/blog Lady Who Lunches

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      You are certainly a courageous and beautiful woman who continues to inspire me. Amanda and I wouldn't be so good at taking risks if it weren't for you! What do we have to lose? In the end, we always have our family. xo

  • Chuck

    Your West Cost dad is very proud of his daughter!

    • http://www.ladywholunches.net/blog Lady Who Lunches

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      thanks Charlie! As am I you. Can't wait to get the answers to the questions!